I was stupid.  I was not enough.  I was unlovable and destined for this nightmare…Those are only a few things I would tell myself during my first marriage. I was a child-bride; not in the “my parents arranged my marriage to a much older man” kind of way.  It was in the “I was the OG Teen Mom so it was the right thing to do” scenario.  We can all laugh about it now because we know that it was not in God’s plan for my first husband and I to be each other’s forever.  We were meant to create two beautiful, amazing daughters, then run as far away from each other as humanly possible.