“You may not always understand why God allows certain things to happen, but you can be certain that God is not making any mistakes.”

Have you ever wanted something so bad, but deep in your heart you felt it could never happen?  That is exactly how I felt about reaching a positive co-parenting relationship between John and Loren.  It seemed the harder I tried to forge an alliance, the worse it became.  It was always one step forward and twelve steps back.